I think that he is lying to me right now because he truly doesn't want me out of his life, but he cannot handle me in his life right now either. When I ask him to go to lunch or something....that is when the lies happen. He makes up a lie to say he can't go instead of just saying....I can't go. When he does go he says he loves me or that I am still his best friend and he kisses me.

I was continuing to periodically ask him to lunch or something just to let him know that I care and that I am still here. He seemed receptive to all of if. I guess I just need to leave him alone and he will contact if and when he is ever ready.

I just can't do the lies.

Sisu