Wow Roo.
All I can say is wow.....I cannot imagine what that must have been like, felt like, etc. I hope you find this place, this forum, helpful to your healing as it has been for me.

I can understand why people would lie...but I still do not like it. I myself cannot lie....I turn colors, dart my eyes and am a dead giveaway when I am lying. It doesn't work for me. I have tried before. Besides I am not a genius. You would have to be able to remember all of the lies that you told so you don't get caught in the web of lies.

Sisu