I like the inside more when the weather is cold, rainy or snowing. I hope to get out more walking the dog soon. Last year, I pushed myself to go in the backyard with the grandson as he loves the outdoors. I am afraid to go to the malls, parks ect with and without him. I worry of the time it takes to buckle him up in the car that someone will use this to their advantage of attacking or robbing me. Years ago the mall up the street from me a woman was killed. She had her children with her and went to get the car to pick them up by the door never to return. She was found a few days later abused and dead. I do not like being alone wandering around in case I am confronted by a weirdo.
I have gone to the mall in the past but couldn't find my car and wound up in a area unfamiluar on how I got there or where I was. I also have a phobia of getting bit by a mosquito and getting sick or diseased.
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