Well...I was starting to write about my back...that is causing more...I really think I would be handing it better without the back injury...in fact was two return two years ado and them bam....this back.


I am relearning to train my thoughts and living with the emotional spects,,,,I deal with fifromylgia and chronic pain, with IBS, vomiting, hyerpivigelence too....more of this is controlled with deap breathing and meditation. I would have my body back..it would help with my patience with my son with aspergers, I would say I am managing it but if I think i could some how... nurse and.eel again...it would help my self esteem.....I would be totally independant....I wouldn't doubt every thought that passed through my head, I wouldn't fear everyone especially men and not want to leave home either...glad to know I am no the only one.