This forum is so great. It is so clear when I see the words that everyone else has written....most of the time because I have already thought them. I am trying to be superwoman like Samsara said....I am becoming obsessed by this. It is consuming me and if I don't quit obsessing I will lose myself. I cannot help him. He has to help himself. The past two days he has felt like he is having a heart attack. Hmmmm...could it be anxiety??? Maybe now that he is having uncomfortable physical symptoms he will get the help he so dearly needs.

I am going to try to distance myself from the situation for a while. Get my head cleared out and my thoughts in order. I can no longer beat my head against the wall.....if I continue, I will get brain damage.... ;)

Sisu