I just read it again...even though I had a meltdown at the doctors at just about everything and getting in to see her is nearly next to impossible...I guess that was a perk because she saw me grow up, do well, fall down and keep getting back up over and over and over and over...i know some mds ( as i worked for one for 6 months) HE PRIDED HIMSELF ON SEEING PATIENTS...IN AND OUT...7 MINUTES. RIP.....

Anyway..I am too tired and rambling I just found that she took and takes extra time....my doctor likes me more than my mother...sad....

I am going to continue to change these thoughts...I want 2008 to be a better year...I was determined at new year....I just hit a rocky mountain and part of a cliff is left but still there...so I am starting a bit late this year!