Hi Wendy,

I'm so sorry that you're feeling so sad right now. I'm bad at advice, but I would let myself feel the sadness, and maybe when the time is right (not now!) call your daughter or write her a letter. You know that you can't go back and change anything, but you can change or at least make an effort to have the future be something different.

Thinking of you today.

Hugs,
Rachel