Hahaha! Further proof that BB has more than one or two guardian angels.

I woke up this morning to this message:

"Hey wake up sunshine,
another day's begun and I'm feeling strong knowing it's another day closer to you.
I'm making a comeback thanks to choice mates. Only 45 more times to wake up in hell, and that's fine by me."

He told me later that he can finally see the finishing line, he's excited and feels great.
He woke up with a killer flu yesterday, he knows it's the cutting back of booze and his body wanting a toxin purge. He's listening and has let the flu help him on the booze wagon. He sounds fantastic. Back at the gym, and well, I'm happy to hear him so well.

I actually felt a big lift yesterday and more today in my intuition. We'd had a big chat about finances a few days ago, I think it took a load of stress of talking about it and helping him see a concrete short term line line. It was funny, because I recalled as we did it, that not so long ago someone else was forcing me to sit down and work out the practicals of my life, I fought it for some time and felt a huge lift when I allowed them to help me realise it was no where near as messy and desperate as what i had conjured up in my head.

It was during this conversation that we decided he should just get out as soon as he has enough and find work after Asia, after he's had a break and has made it back to Australia.

Count down is on and it feels good.

When I asked him what has brought on all this high energy, he simply responded

" Sobriety." Ha. Well each day, we'll take the positive. and give it back to the next day.

Tomorrow it will only be 44 days and after that...