OMG, yes!

I don't even struggle with this. I just consider it as the way it is. This world is not a safe world and is filled with people, who at any time or place, are capable of doing terrible things. In my book, you might be a great person, but you're still capable of acting like a monster. I think of humans as locusts. We are like a plague, destroying everything in it's wake.

I do struggle with this where my son is concerned. It's hard to have hope for your child's future when you see the world like this.

I know this is a very skewed way of seeing things. I know that my therapist will be addressing this. (She knows just how deep this belief runs in me.) I also think as death as peace. I will no longer be living in such a terrible place. It's truly amazing I'm not religious when you think about it.

I have no clue how to fix this.. but it's a biggy in my book.

bec