Thanks Nicolette,

It's been 1095 days already since we were last physically in each others presence and about another 30 on top of that since we were in each others arms, so in comparison 44 days seems like a dream come true. And to be honest, I still need this last few weeks, I'm still preparing myself, my family, my life, to have him in it physically. You have no idea of the daydreams I am having. It's like I'm seeing visions/signs that I know will happen -- everywhere. I'm listening. Finally, my intuition and I are becoming friends and living in harmony.

After writing the letter to my mum ( see previous posts), and getting her reply, I suddenly got this lift, and it keeps rising.

OMG, it is a dream come true. I wished for this when we broke up you see. I wished he was a few years older and I was a few years healthier. I got my wish, and we're creating our own positive destiny. It's coming full circle, I feel like I could tame a lion to love me right now and come out unbloodied.

Thank you all for cheering me on. Thank you all. I just know it has a lot to do with all of your positive energy. Everyone on here is stronger and more amazing than they give themselves credit for. And I thank you!