See it however you want, Anthony...it is not an excuse on my part to justify anything. Maybe you are justifying your harshness? I do not need to justify what I share or why - I just stated a reason as to why I hesitate at times. And just because ass-kicking works for one it doesn't mean that that is the answer to PTSD for all. Everyone does not need a kick in the butt to get out of denial and work for their own healing.