Roo - thank you! It has indeed, been very trying.

I just want to stress again, that I have no expectations of anti-depressants being a miracle drug. I do not however, expect that my anti-depressants create more depression for me when for the majority of my life, my depression has been manageable (with a few exceptions of major depressive episodes).

It seems that the SSRI's just aren't working for me. I am tired though of this process while also going to therapy. My body and mind are being overly taxed.

Best,
Rachel