Seems that while I took a couple of days off and away from the forum, I LOST MY VOICE.

I've been accused of seeking sympathy from the people here.

Instead I have apparently lost my freedom of free speech.

Yes, this is Anthony's forum. He can play his little HIlter game all he wants to, but in this case, he is wrong.

I was not seeking sympathy nor was I trying to change his rules. I was simply expressing an OPINION. Remember what that is Mr "A".

I have participated here with the miguided impression that I could express my opinion. I must have been wrong.

Anthony won't let me play with his toys. He does not know how to share. I feel that by me expressing myself as I did, he felt threatened in some way.

I truly enjoy being on this forum. It has served me well in an attempt to recover and get over many issues in my life. I have PTSD and always will. We do not recover from this. We learn to live with it in the best functional way we can. We adjust. We manage when possible. Life is hard. ANY HELP WE CAN GET is a bonus for us no matter the source.

Who wrote the rule that some sympathy is harmful?

I've had 11 years of therapy off and on. I spent 10 weeks in the hospital for this crap. Does that give me enough training to advise people on how to get over this disorder? I don't think Soooooooooooooooooooo!

I read a diary which simply stated said that Anthony's attitude and manor of running this forum is actually dangerous to us. Why has "that" not gotten a shame on you from Mr "A" Why has that author not been raked over the coals for expressing an opinion?

I have made what I think are a few friends here and am going to miss the interaction with them. I will be removing Hercules,BC, Fancy and my granddaughters photos from the forum. I will have no reason for them to be here anymore. I hope you guys keep up the group about your pets. It will help during times of loss, especially since sympathy is not allowed here!

It is obivious that I will be banned forever. But before that happens I want to thank all of those who have helped me over the last year. I have come to know many of you and appreciate the help, interaction, feedback and Oh Yes the sympathy you have given to me and others.