I am very glad that my sharing was comforting. Your certainly not alone with this struggle. Unfortunately, I can not recommend a doctor. I don't even know what country your in. I would suggest you start by looking for a Trauma Specialist. One with previous experience with PTSD. Just pick a phone book and start digging to find one in your area or search the internet.

However, expecting any psych or therapist to fully grasp PTSD is unreasonable. They can empathize and apply their working knowledge of this disorder, but never have a complete understanding of it. Really it sounds like your hiding your emotions and symptoms from your psych. She can't mind read, so she won't know how your feel or how bad it is for you unless you share that. Perhaps work on trust with her and try to open up. You have to help yourself in these situations by taking that risk to get the help and being completely open and honest with them. Don't hide things, your only hurting yourself by doing so.

Bec