Lately I start thinking, that he simply didn't care about me at all.
And that he maybe has no issues at all.
That he just treated me this way cause he's not a good person.
And that I was just blind not to see it, and stupid to love him so much...

Maybe I just want to convince myself of that so I can move on, I can be angry against him, persuade myself he wasn't worth it and start to forget him.

I don't know what happens to me, it's weird to feel like that...