I lose it behind the mask. Heart racing, desperation to flee, panic, ...
Ever seen a deer in the headlights - that's me!
I also freeze up and shutdown, if it is real bad - I'll disassociate.
Like Becvan, this is a major trigger for me and I still haven't worked it through. Avoidance again.
Any sex person who has an abrasive personality totally intimidates me. |