Hi
Thanks so much for you messages. Im in tears, to think im not really going crazy. Has been a shocker week , so many emotions. Seeing a counciler is just bringing out so many more memorys that i dont want.
1 minute i want to make the guy that did this to me pay. I get so angry , he has ruined my life. 1 guy could do this to me. sorry if this does not make sence but my mind is racing. Its so unfair this happened , its so wrong. my life could have been so much better.
I have had to fight to keep normal for so long.
I have a wonderfull wife and and 13 month old little girl and a great job.
So in the big picture i think im doing well. But once again im at home and my wife is out as i just cant leave the house today.
i just want these memorys gone. I dont want to remember.