Becvan,
I am sorry but you do sound rude! Remember in the healing game one has to watch how they word things and possibly think before hitting send of how this person may read what you wrote if you are on top of things. Please re-read your 2 posts to me and see if, I wrote that to you how you would take it.

Now as far as your answer, I am taking one day at a time doing the best I can. I have learned relaxation techniques and have had biofeedback therapy.
As I wrote, my T was unaware of 90% of the tramas I have been through until the week before last. I had put these nightmares in the back of my mind only when he asked me to list them a month ago did, I begin to remember. I am doing alot of reading on PTSD and depression as well.

I thought joining this forum, I would not be judged nor my T but that is a impossibility as we are all humane and imperfect creatures. I personally will go back and read all your post again. I am not saying my story is the worst ever even though my last 4 T's thought so. As stated in previous posts I made everyone perceives their tramas different and everyones emotions are different. I would like to see how emotionally balanced others would be with just alone 3 murders in their family besides sexual abuse and other things. Maybe a will start a poll on this. I apoligize
ahead of time if I took it wrong.

What I remember of your previous posts and threads you seemed like a caring person.
sunnydaze