Well, I made it. Still on shaky ground but better :). Thanks for your input.

I'm just full of anxiety these past three weeks and it has slowly continued to build. I think it's medical issues I am trying to deal with under it all. Who knows, it doesn't take much to put me out of sink. This whole year since last June has been walking on glass.

Anyway, I blasted through my day and at 3:00 pm had a 1 hour massage, uhm.

Now it's time to dig in and get some things done so I can feel better about my apartment. Just trying to chill out and not focus on anything.