My thoughts and prayers are with you. Have you thought of doing something in memory for your son on his anniversary?

On Christmas every year I cross country ski to my father's grave site and lay a rose down on the snow, say a prayer, and reflect on the good times we had.

As a family, what could you do together? I have found on anniversaries sometimes no one shares their personal memories and grief on these days because they don't want to set each other off. So we bumble around isolated when in reality we all are there. Find something you can all do in honor of Brian and have a group share. Just a thought. Maybe just having his favorite desert together to chat.