My condolences on the loss of your precious little ones. Terrible thing to lose children, and in such a manner. Besides our son Brian last year - wife and I lost a baby son back in the 70s - stillborn. Difficult, not knowing how they would have turned out. At least, that is the worst for me, aside from the guilt of course. Still wonder about my son, he would be 32 now I believe. Take care. Jim.