I have been living with PTSD all my life but didn't know I had repressed a memory of being raped, beaten and almost buried alive when I was five as my Mother had told me not to talk about it.
I began having non epileptic seizures in 1998 and spent the next two years in many hosptial epilepsy monitoring units. I was 43 years old when the memory came back of the attack and I am still struggling to live with PTSD, my husband divorced me as he couldn't handle it.. My daughter and son have been very supportive and I thank God for them.
I just want to know about recovery, I have a great doctor, therapist and PTSD group but I cannot work as my anxiety is high and I still have seizures when things get to tense.
I am commited to recovery and hope that someday I will be able to work and live with the betrayal of my family. Thank you