Nothing wrong with feeling suicidal really with PTSD and Major Depression its a daily thing for me.

I tell the Doctors how I feel, they ask about if I have any plains.

If you have a plain then they may want you to be hospitalized.

I have been on the pysch ward once and never again for me. I do tend to hold back a little, cause I value my freedom.

As long as I can make it One day at a Time! When your feeling like ending it all, think about the people you will hurt not yourself.

I'm very selfish and sometimes need to be reminded of it. Think of others and move your mind to helping others.

I cannot do certain things these days, but there are other ways to help people in need.

charity, homeless or coming to forums and giving advice to others.

The world is a scary, evil place, I wish we could all live in harmony and love our fellow man and woman.

Peace be with you all!