I'm too exhausted from elation at the miracle that happened in the past couple of days.

Miracles can happen.

I'll tell you more about it soon.

But for now this is the text that BB sent me today after seeing the photos of the sunset we chased to find BB.

BB and I have had an epiphany -- together!
BB is the sun and I am the moon and we've finally convinced each other it is real.

One hour after we spoke for two hours on the phone:

" I just went and spoke to my boss, he said something that really f*cked with me. He said

BB: What a fu*k? I ws worried you were off hurting yourself, or someone else, you dg out and said nix to nobody, you were pissed off when you left, didn't go to your morning job and no one could find you. You're a beautiful fu*ked up soul and we worry about you." He sounded like you, he sounded like it was you speaking through him. And now I am realising that my people do care about the BB dog. You funny thing, you maybe right baby!

I'm amazed at this new insight into how people view what I call the BB. God bless you, my ilk.

...
the next day -- today, I woke up on the hour every hour --bloody full moon.

BB. Everything is OK bebe, about to go into work. Don't panic...the sun is shining today.

S: Believe in the sun my beautiful man -- it's you! And when you can't see it -- I'll see it for you. I realised just now why I kept waking up all my life during the full moon -- it's me. The earth needs us as much as we need each other

Later that day.

BB: We're gona have a chat later tonight, let's promote positivity amongst each other, x thanks for your messages last night, ti amo, ik hou v jou.

S: Yep. I'll give you light when it gets dark for you and you'll make me warm when I feel cold. Win, win.

BB: Someone just came up and told me BB you're a good man, a bit fu*ked up, but one of the best and I love you...
Bebe, you caused this onset on aloha, or you made me open my eyes, in the past two days people have come to me to let me know who I am to them. I'm kinda touched, in a man's man sort of way.

I am loving the bumps people, there are a million stories to be told if you listen.

Then Believe in miracles. Believe in dreams so you can fight away teh nightmares.

A wonderful quote I heard on the movie "the notebook" the other day.

"Science can only do so much before god steps in."

I'm no dogmatic religious type, but I believe in the universe, I believe that nature speaks to us, if we are willing to listen and act with positive energy and belief.

And as I write this, the pixies come on the stereo in the cafe I am writing to you from, "Here comes your man" they tell me.

Till the next instalment...