I say born with PTSD because it feels that way! I was only diagnosed in 2005, but have had therapy (talk, EMDR, Biofeedback, etc, etc.) over the years. Abused/neglected as a child, time in a "hospital" at 11. Having been raised in the early 60's in S.F., hippy years a bit hazy, married the first man that could save me from myself. Two kids and 18 years later, decided that I was really unhappy playing Betty Crocker. I started a new life that ultimately failed (of course) and wound up alone (DUH!!) I seem to be real close to falling off that edge again, and decided to do something helpful this time. Thanks for being there.