Welcome to the forum "Stuck", you really should start a diary and vent and vent somemore whenever needed. You should also go into the introductions and introduce yourself. Please don't feel badly if people don't respond to your post, it was a bit of a hard read and as you know we struggle with that. Also, its a very sad/triggering/upsetting read for some I am sure and a lose for words does happen.

Navigate around and learn, this place is awesome and you will get amazing support from fellow PTSD'ers, I hate to use the word "sufferers" as we can learn to control and minimize the suffering. Well, welcome and Thank You for what you are doing and have done serving in the military. I know that alot of people don't support this war, but I think we ALL agree that we support the Serviceman. Hope this site helps you as much as it has me and multiple others. T.