I am cranky as a mother so I figured I would vent a bit, however I am not sure why I am feeling this angry. I just am. I am tired of my kids fighting and I am pressured to keep the house clean, work my job, cook, home school the little one and I just want a break, not a mini break a real break.

I am showing wierd ass behaviour as I keep asking my son to do head counts on our house cats, don't ask me why I just keep thinking they are getting into places that could harm them and I am rather obsessed, but I cannot control the feeling. I even hear them meow and think they are crying for help at times, I hope this passes.

Medically I am still a train wreck and continue to take the barage of meds to help get my body back on track as I am not really wanting to drop dead just yet. The meds give me the shits and that just sucks too. My job won't let me use the restroom other than on my 15 minute break without a doctor note, I felt like an idiot having to do that. I hate my nosey kid trying to read this over my shoulder, however he is not close enough and he knows better than to get up close behind me. Okay I vented. Hope tomorrow is better.