Roo,
Thanks for the response. I hope everything is going quitely for you and things calm down. Nobody needs to live in fear.
Yes, it was terrible what happened to my step-son and the guy that did it only got 4 years. I finally had to leave things in God's hands to stop myself from going nuts. My husband and I are starting to heal from this. It was this that triggered my PTSD again and seems to linger on much longer than the othertraumas that triggered my PTSD.
I know it is also due to my giving up drugs and drinking heavy so now, I forced myself to deal with it sober instead of drinking myself to death to try and forget.
sunnydaze