Greetings. I'm a newbie. I love the smileys. I hate the PTSD.
Long story short:
...born.
...met my family.
...'twas messed up.:boxing:
...only got worse.
...too much crap going on.
...bad place to grow up in. :gunem-dow
...it messed me up.
...depression, eating disorder, self-harm, and the like.

...started therapy three years ago.
...long road. :crazy-eye
...denial, belief, denial, grieving, denial, avoidance, "forgetting," and oh - crap!
...I DO remember.
...and I get to clean up the mess now.:drugs:
Cheers.