i dont know how to answer...

i am on disability... in summary, because of cognitive functioning as well of reactivity to the slightest stress..

but

i cant hold down a job any longer.... i could reasonably hold a business together of my own - i think? i do aim to at some stage...
i do parent full-time including home-educating...
tho i do have my husband at home because - it is better for my children and myself if i minimise the stress with some help.... he sort of does most of the doings, i try and do most of the thinkings, but we have a very stressful / dysfunctional family that we are trying to repair atm.... we all have our issues that trigger other members issues, like a big snowball effect..

its devastating