I understand too. The anonymity is what I like about this place. But if you can, remember everyone here is or has been in a place similar to you. They are very kind. And if you cant, then remember we understand that too. there are many steps in this journey, you will know if you can or not.

in case you havent found it yet, there is a chat room for PTSD only. Go to forum and chats and there is one there that is private. bad directions sorry.

I dont know how the diary's work or if they are private, but they are there.