oh cypher, not your fault. Not your fault at all. How in any part of your mind could you have known that was going to happen. How could you have been in anything but shock. It must be physically exhausting just to talk about.
You are very brave and strong. And you are safe.
Thank you for sharing. You rock.
I am curious, and I hope you dont mind me asking. now that you have talked about it, and see that you are still safe, does that help?