Oh no Cyper, that is sad. You really did a good job in typing this out after you felt so scared. You should really pat yourself on the back for being strong and able to face this.

I don't see how this could be your fault. As a human being we want to see the best in our parents even when we have clues that something is not right. We tend to deny that there is anything wrong with them when we love them.

I hope you called the police on them and they are in jail.

Hang in there and keep dealing with the pain and you will eventually be able to accept that this was NOT your fault at all.