thank you all for welcoming me to the forum. some days are good and some are bad and sometimes that is all i can hope for. but at least i now have somewhere to go and vent, express, or just have an ear to bend. today is a good day so far but my wife leaves for training for two weeks today and last time was not so easy. i have a 16 year old and a four year old and dont get me wrong they are great kids. sometimes the overwhelming thought of doing what my wife does makes my mind go into a tornado like effect. stress is one of my triggers and i am doing well with medication sometimes that isnt enough to control the craziness in my mind. well off for now. thank you all for being there.