Well, 3 days later and the back is finally better and breathing and basic living is now possible. Yippee!

Seems in place of my back pain, I have now developed an extremely poor attitude. I am angy, mad, touchy, way to sensitive and would just love to cuss everybody out.
I am full of resentmentg and distaste but I don't know at what or why. It is taking every bit of energy to maintain myself here in my diary. Why am I so angry? As I slip into an abyss of depression I feel so unable to control my emotions. I am truly freightened and not sure what is happening to m e.,

I have hesitated to even mention this because it my cause me more trouble here in the forum. That is why I put it in my diary. But I need to talk or ventor something in order
to clear my emotions and my mind of whatever is intruding. Can anyone help?