other things happened and i offered to put them up in a hotel ( I disconected all the tvs so they wouldnt/couldnt watchamd hid the cables and called the company to turn it off. they got pissed so i put them up in a hotel for a week. THEy came back after about 2 weeks, it was snowing and cold. I felt bad even after what had happened. They laid a MAJOR guilt trip on me and kinda forced their way in, I avoided them as much as possible, working late, driving around after work for hours, eating out. One day I came home and they were pissed I was gone so long, the duck taped me and tied me up, blindfolded out to some location i didnt know where. They strangled me to the point they thought I was dead, raped me more/ pissed on me. I was bleeding and felt horrible. I heard a river nearby so i trird to clean up the best I could and found a road next to the river, hitchiked to as close to home as I could and walked the rest of the way home. I went to work the next day, I dont know how to explain how i felt?? nobody noticed at work, I didnt want to talk about it anyway. Theres other things I'm missing, but for now that's it. THanks for your posts and support, it meand alot as I'm really struggeling with this, as I'm sure must of you are too. Thankyou.