I answered, "not any more" as I once did feel guilty as I was healing, learning.... but the more I viewed my acts as part of what I have, many of which I simply just had little to no control over as I had no idea why I was doing some things... though it all clicked the more I found out about PTSD. Double edged sword... in that learning produces guilt for past acts, though this is another aspect I had to accept that I did wrong, I learnt from it and have bettered myself as a result, and all I can hope is that those I hurt have moved on and healed themselves. I simply cannot continue feeling guilty for my past acts any further, if I did... it would weight me down constantly. It was a choice for me.... for my own self preservation if you like from PTSD.