Feeling overtired at this hour. Can't sleep. Have too many thoughts occupying my mind.

Feeling disgusted with the conflict between me not being able to fall asleep and yet the urgency and necessity of needing this sleep in order to accomplish much of what I've so looked forward to accomplishing on my childrens first day back to school after April vacation.

Feeling some shock and feelings of disgust and horror with so much of this world. Perhaps, I'm simply aware and on alert to too much hideous crimes committed and the daily possibilities of more.

Feeling pleased with the micro-world in which we live, ie. our family, home and pieces of the community, yet feeling anxiously held hostage too, tonight by the realities of who and what's preying given any opportunity to do so.

Feeling distrustful.


Hope