OK, so I'm sitting there playing Super Mario Sunshine on my gamecube(nobody laugh ), when someone knocks on the door. I open it and it's my mom, I hadnt seen her in a few years, she looked much older and diffrent from what I remember. She explaind who her partner was and the both smelled of smoke, alcohol, but I let them in, I felt badly and did not like seeing my mom in this condition. I did not feel guilty for this at al.

They behaved ok that night and the first few days or weeks. They did drugs once in front of me and I noticed they were using the same needle, so I went to the store and bought them needles (is this supporting their addiction, or trying to prevent them from getting sick, I saw it 99% the latter, but 1% of the other.)

One day I did not have needles and he punched me in the stoumach multiple times. I got needles the next day and they were furious at something?? Was it me, did something happen while I wasnt there? Turns out they gave me a specific time to be home by and i didnt make it (just remembered this part) they had become very controlling iin not alot of time. Things ran through my head like did they plan this out, my mom knew I was terrified of spiders. Or was it something else? I dont know.

I was drugged and tied down with the spider on me crawling toward my fack/neck. They are laughing at me trying to get away from it but cant. It goes close to my mouth and they plug my nose so I have to breath through my mouth and it half way crawled insied/ I threw up and it got away for a bit.

TBC......