Neverforget, while what is happening is hard and painful I hope you trust in the thought that everything happens for a reason and is part of a greater plan.

If it were not for heartache, we would not put so much weight on love and if it were not for tears, we would not feel the warmth of a smile.

You sound like a lovely person and my hope for you is that life is preparing you for something just as great if not better. That may be with your boyfriend, it may be with someone new.

Being somewhat older than you other young ladies I have had my experience or two..... you need to trust in life and that you deserve the best. The rest is just a matter of time . You just need to believe in you. Believe you deserve the best that someone has to offer and while you may love someone with all your heart, you deserve the same back by someone who is in a position to give it to you. I don't want to hurt your feelings but your boyfriend was not in that place nor is he right now. He must help himself, you can't invest in someone who doesn't invest in themselves.

Take care and here is to better tomorrows