I feel kind of low....still struggling to have that feeling of belonging to a group of people....Everything is moving so slow!!!! I just want to curl up in a fetal position in bed and bawl my eyes out!!!! :frown: I don't know where this is all coming from....I go out everyday...not isolating....I feel like I have to dig up to reach bottom....I went to mass today at 5pm....at a new parish here in town....I do not understand why I am doubting myself and my ability to be involved and to be a part of a group with similiar interests....I can go and have my cat..Hayley...blessed at church as part of the St. Francis saint day... She's been having some sort of breathing difficulties....I hope it's not a harbinger of something serious....I am just sitting here feeling afraid....and rather useless....I wish I could disassociate for a week and then figure out what's going on....:dont-know Maybe it's because my therapist is moving to another office and he won't have his own office as he'll be using someone else's....How the hell am I supposed to get comfortable under these circumstances????? And I was planning on starting to do work on my trauma...I'll just be an alien all over again...Maybe I've just had enough changes with the move....and I'm still unpacking...:brrr: I was cold today when I went out...still haven't found the clear box that has my sweaters in it....Just GREAT!!!....trying to find stuff is really sucky!!! I still haven't found the pots and pans either!!! Life's a BITCH!!!!!!