Cecilia,

this is how I figured a lot of us have or do feel concerning allowing ourselves to feel good about 'us'. Because, I have felt it too! And, yes I did feel guilty about feeling good about me or just spending time thinking about me.

I have moved from this place now. As I know I do deserve to feel these feelings, just as YOU DO! I guess as usual it is that we intelectually understnd that we should love oursleves, but the emotional connections have not taken place.

Lately, I have accpeted compliments from people and intergrated them into how I feel about me. Afterall, people ARE commenting on what they see!

It does take time and we all get here at different stages. I guess I have got to the place where I realise that if I do not learn to love me I will always be in a place that I am sick of exisiting. I deserve to feel loved by me, I owe it to myself. Just as you do too!

Thank you for your honesty

Spirit x