Guilt is the hardest to overcome. I am plagued with it. I don't know how to move beyond it. The behavior I had while raising my daughter, was awful. She hates me, and will never forgive me. I don't blame her. I caused her a lot of misery with my behavior.
I am still in the "If only" mode. I don't think I will ever be able to move beyond it either. Just knowing the pain I caused her........ |