woweeee! This is quite the thread. Not the funnest to read. I feel particularly responsible for it. I am sorry for this. It was my decision to post and Anthony did warn me about how I would feel afterwards, etc.... He said it was up to me and I posted, was uneasy about it but noone pushed me into it. I was asked a question, put alot of thought into answering it, and replied. It was actually what my T and I were discussing (and still are) as to where the blame/fault/guilt falls. Thank you for the replies in that thread, it brings things up that have not been looked at yet. I thank all for the support. I left out alot of stuff as to not being comfortable at all posting those things, especially 1 thing I dont think I'll ever talk about. I'm really not quite sure what to say about this anymore. I'm sorry for this, and I hope things will calm down and loosen up, get back to helping each other (I know I'm quite new here and hav'nt helped anyone, but I hope someday to know the right words to say).

Everyone take care, I'm thinking tomorow will be a great day, how 'bout you?