thanks for all the warm welcomes!
I have noticed that its a little bit easier to talk than before everythings out in the open now.. Sorry if i offended anyone with my "worse" mcomment, i was ignorant to the fact that PTSD is PTSD. I never thought of it like that. Also, i tend have the "all or nothing" thinking going on and seems like everyday i notice it! I am glad i happend upon this forum, we all need all the support and an outlet! since i posted last i finally got my driver's license! yes i know 24 years old and no license is pretty bad but its gave me something to feel accomplished and independent about.
My emotions are alot more fragile these days. Last night just riding down burbon st. with all the noise from the bars made me have to take deep breaths and fight off panic, i used to work in a bar and it didnt bother me until alot of people were in there, its like everyone is breathing all the air and there's none for me! lol anyways i feel like im going to start rambling, so thanks again for the replies hope to chat with everyone soon.