I hate large crowds. I will get in the store do half my shopping and if it gets crowded i will have to just leave. It feels like all those people are breathing all the air and i am going to suffocate. Partys are not for me.

Loud noises. They make my heart race and my head hurt then i feel terror like something horrible is going to happen. I can't stand loud stereos, rambunxious kids, etc.

Being alone. I'm scared of myself i never know when my emotions will take over my body. I also have abandonment issues.

those are a few things that make lioving difficult for me.