When I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, the doctor referred me to an osteopath, for a consultation on diet, supplements, etc., that may help me feel better.

The doctor's office called this morning, and asked if I could make it in today. I reluctantly said, "Yes", but I'm starting to regret it. I really really don't feel like leaving my house today.

I don't want to drive or talk to people. I don't want to hear a condescending doctor, telling me all the things I'm doing wrong, that make me feel so awful.

I'm trying not to let the anxiety get to me, but the closer it comes, the more anxious I feel. Even right now, there are a dozen things I should be doing, and I cannot focus on any of them. I find myself just standing, staring at the wall.

It's all so frustrating.