hello,i'm jim usaf 1972 to 1977.i joined to seek help finally for something that has eat me alive for 34 years.i have supressed this until i have lost too much.
i'm 56 years old,married may times,have many moments of stress regarding somethinf that happened early in my military career. it's time to face it.
i watched an airplane crash at the end of a runway and was first on scene.for three days i picked up body parts .sleeping on the ground until we were relieved of duty.the fact that i was doing this and the fact i was sleep deprived while doing it has had a very ill effect on my interpersonal relationships,job,friends,family,and i am always afraid of this recurring.need help please