wow! This thread hits too close to home. I think everyone's pretty much covered my thoughts about this. Right now I'm still trying to understand my thoughts, emotions, etc.... but I have been pushing people away from the beggining leaving only myself to, well, myself. Never really had much of a friend in the first place, always kept to myself. But now it's like total isolation, except when I go to work. I've become especially less talkative.