I feel disgusted (is that a valid feeling?) with myself. Just can't win.

Anyway, I thought I was feeling a little more self assured, until my mother commented that I am too thin, my face doesn't glow, my hair doesn't shine anymore, and "older" people look terrible if they are too skinny. This is when I was all dressed up for an appt. - thinking I looked pretty good. My sister then commented that "we" all look better when we are a little plump.

My mother commented about it yesterday and I am still feeling pretty disgusted with myself today. I know I am fighting anorexia at present-but her comment only served to make it worse.